Author: grizlyadam

I started writing a little rant about something.
I decided I did not want to complain about anything today.
Today the weather is nice enough.
I slept good enough.
I arrived at work late, but not too late.
I forgot to change the title of this post, but that’s ok.

I don’t know what I want

I don’t know what I need

I’m falling I think

It’s hard to tell because of the spiral

Should I let it take me?

Like I’m in a blender but slower

I think I’m descending towards the blades at the bottom

Should I try to…

What does it matter anyway

rain today.

how much? doesn’t matter.

other things on my mind.

like… do I need to pay any bills today?

I have a wedding to do on Sat.

how do I not feel so depressed

or anxious?

is hard.

Why do I fall asleep so early?

I really don’t have a project in mind. I just want make some hot garbage for now. Just for the exercise.

…just not very hard.